In The Loving Memory of My Grandma...

31/7/2010 was the date..

my grandma left me...

grandma that i love dearly..

grandma that i spent most of my childhood with,

the one that i spent most of my weekends with,

grandma that taught me to never disobey my mum,

the one that has the most beautiful smile,

grandma that has the most easy-going personality,

grandma that always told me to cherish my youth,

the one that always reminds me to live my live to the fullest,

never short of hopes & encouragements towards me,

grandma that i return to whenever i'm down,

grandma that favors me the most,

grandma that i always took out to town,

grandma that i love to kiss her so much,

grandma that always told me to live my life as i wish,

grandma that call me Sulong,

grandma that always spare her money on me,

grandma that shower me with love,

grandma that said i'm her best grand-daughter,

grandma that i love to hug,

grandma that loves joking around with me,

grandma that taught me to be patient,

grandma that i really LOVE,

i love her more than anything in this world,

but now...

she left me.......

i never ever thought she'd left me this soon,

she's doing all great & went out for shopping with me 3 weeks ago,

glad that i spent most of my time to be with her,

glad that i accompanied her in the hospital,

i'm the one that still joking around with her when she's in hospital,

glad that she got everything that she asked that day,

it's just me that wasn't with her during her last moment,

however, she left us peacefully..

she left with a beautiful smile on her face,

that made me confused, whether she's passed away or she's just sleeping,

even now,i just hope that was a dream,bad dream....

i wanna wake up & still have my grandma to me.........

it's too hard for me,this is all way too hard...

i love her so much..

my grandma.

~in the loving memory of my lovely grandmother that i called MOK~

how do i stumble into kpop's world?

when i was a kid,

i growing up watching lots of western movie,

i'm really familiar with western culture at that time,

& shame on me, the only artist from my country that i now at that time is SENARIO.

the only..=_=.. i know,what a shame..

my mum restricted me from watching tv at that time,

but i happens to watch a lots of English movies.

growing up, it's just weird for me to adjust to my own culture,

but i did pretty good job,

i'm a flexible-minded girl,

i change accordingly to the situation.

it's year 1999, when i started to get sick over western movies & series,

that's when i tried to listen & get to know about Hindi film..

& blaah, SRK is a great actor,but it's just not ME.

in 2000,

i looked out for other country,

i came across Japan,

they were so huge with their J-pop at that time..

i kinda like it very much more compared to other,

i have this huge crush over TAKUYA KIMURA at that point,

i really love his drama, Long Vacation the most:D

i would watch his other dramas, films & even listen to his music-SMAP.

i'm really enjoying my time,

when Kyoko Fukada teamed up with Won Bin for a movie titled FRIEND,

i was like Won who?? Won Bin?? who's he??

& my craze for kpop begun!!!

thanks to Won Bin,

his role in Autumn In My Heart,totally jjang!

i now have my new interest..

i went crazy over K-pop,

it's 2002,when the WC Korea-Japan held there,

there a bunch of artist that cheering for their national team,

one of them happens to be Lee Seung Gi,

yes,the young-adorable Seunggi caught my attention..

i did some research about him,

but too bad, at that time he's not as popular as he's now.

eventho there's Suju & DBSK,etc..

i just dun like them..just not me.

2004, Rain came along,

\(^_^)/ weheee, i love Rain so much!!

that's when Lee Seung Gi song: Because u're my woman came out,

it's the song that shot Seung Gi to a higher level,

i'm so proud of both of them,

after years of training,both Seunggi & Rain did a great job:)

the only article about Seunggi,back then

look at him now:D

it's late 2007 when i first heard Big Bang's songs,

2008,their 'the making of Big Bang' show aired on MTV ASIA,

--> the making of BIG BANG time

,now,they're making headlines everywhere:D

& ever since that moment,

i only ship Rain, Lee seung gi, Big Bang & YG family..YES,only them:)

if u know them,u'll see, all of them share the same traits,

not only captured me with their music,

but also amazed me with their personalities,work ethics & clean image

they truly inspired me in many ways:D

thru Kpop i met so many awesome friends,

VIPz is full of love & very-very cool,

Airens is just too cute,

Clouds is great too.

after so many year being K-pop's shipper,

i still love them very much:D

& i'm gonna continue to ship K-pop,

in so many years to come.

\(^_^)/

BIG BANG STORY

i would like to thank YG for creating BIG BANG :)

may GOD bless u:)

DON'T wait until the world hands u what u want,

instead,

SHOUT TO THE WORLD!

BE FEARLESS & BE CONFIDENT LIKE A YOUTH!

~QUOTE: BIG BANG,SHOUT OUT TO THE WORLD~