Last Friday of 2011..

Today is the last Friday for 2011.
Lets look back at the memories.

2011,
For me started with an additions of great friends,
Accepted as trainee at IASS, I met wonderful people.
Six months spent was not too long yet not short,
life as trainee in this field, really got me thinking.
'Is this what I want?'
Yet, I still had great memories about it.

Thankful for people that I met & made friend with.

Adopted a cat,and now growing up handsomely ^^

ahh,been places this year too,

went to uncle's in Johor and still love it,

went to Singapore and would love to go again,

went to Penang,met my beloved friend,Athiyah, also,would love to go again!

Not to forget,the families,the friends,

the people that have been by my side,

in my ups & downs,in my great & bad days,

you guys such a precious bunches.

I'll always have you guys in my prayers & thoughts.

And always keep you guys close to my heart.

Thank Allah swt for them.

On the other side,the bad side.

Hmm, the family problems,yet to settle.

But I genuinely hope that it'll be okay soon,

And I'm very glad that I'm still standing strong,

against all the things that happened.

Again,thanks Allah swt for the strength & courage.

Hmm,new year resolutions?

Well, actually,I never really had any exact resolutions,even for the years passed.

I've just always wishes me a great year ahead & hope that I'll be a better person than last year,

a better daughter,a better sister,a better friend,a better human being.

Hehe,is that even counted as new year resolutions? ^^

What is yours?

Any way,happy new year 2012!

[However,interestingly,not too long ago,me & my sister,both found a piece of paper,

she found it in among her notes, and I found mine within a file,

both written ' 2012,South Korea!'.

I bet it's from year 2009/2010-am not sure.

Amazing,how we never tells each other about our dreams to go there,

yet that pieces of papers came out at the same time.

When I showed her mine,she presented me,hers.]

Al-Fatihah,I lost a friend..

A friend of mine,Hadinor Zafan or Hadi as i called him passed away today,in a car accident.
He was one of my not so many close friends. This is totally shocking,I'm shivering as i received the message.
May his soul rest in peace & may Allah swt bless him.
Al-fatihah. T_T

News links:

The Star Online

Utusan Malaysia

Sinar Harian

*EDIT on 25/12/2011

That was yesterday, i was in so much shocked and i'm trembling as i read the message.

The feeling is so weird, yes,because he's quite close to me.

The sadness is beyond the eyes could cry. I'd say empty is more correct.

Hearing the news of him passed away left a huge hole,empty hole inside my heart.

So,this edit is gonna be about remembering him. :'(

I knew him from my diploma days,he's a student transferred from UiTM Sarawak

(if i'm not mistaken).

I'm not his lecture mate at the time(yet),just a course mate.

However I'm the girl that befriended with the boys,so.

Well, actually a 'used to be close friend' of mine kinda has this crush over him.

She never told me,but i knew it,she's my friend for years,how would i not know.

He was her lecture mate, she would came back to our room and tell me about him.

That's why even before i got to know him,i felt comfortable around him.

He was always a bright,relax,happy-go-lucky person.

He rarely throw any tantrum or go mad at others.

We gotten closer,i think during our final year.

I would be studying & doing my revision with the boys at the library,

we studied and ate spent hella loads of time at the library,

and from there our friendship blossomed.

He even left his motorcycle at my house during the semester breaks.

And he usually would randomly gave me calls,

asking upon me & his motor during semester breaks.

Even after that, we both further our degree,also in the same course & campus.

We became lecture mate,and the rest is history.

We became quite of buddies,and we did have a great friendship until the end.

Glad for that.

Hadinor Zafan B Jasman( the one at the back)

I've had great times & only had great memories about & with you,

Thank you for being a friend,in my ups & downs.

I'm sorry for that you left us so early.

Aku halalkan segala2 antara kau & aku,

makan-minum,tersalah-silap,ilmu2,segala2,

harap2 kau pun ,mcm tu jgk.

Allah swt loves you even more.

Only prayers i could say for you now.

Al-Fatihah.

Student updates :P

Gazillion of things running through my mind, but seems like i couldn't really put it into words.
The long lecture weeks for this semester will end by this week. Then study week will fast approach.
Real soon after that comes the final examinations weeks.
Phew,just thinking about it bring cold sweats to my forehead and goosebumps to my body.

On the other hands, I'm now quite positive that there's still ray of hopes for my accounting subject.
I was actually considering to drop it,as my carry marks has been below my expectations.
But then again, after last two series of mini tests, I said to myself, "this is actually could work out well! Just that I need to give extra effort. So,final words for now, IT'S ON!"

Move on from student update, travel update,so far,hmm,at snail pace.
Will focus on that later on when I finished my exams.

So long, bbyong!

p/s: wish me all the luck in the world for my exams!!