Flights rescheduled

Air Asia send me emails & smses to inform me that they had rescheduled our flights.
Not one,but both of our flights.. (well, we got 4 flights to catch)

the one that from KBR-KUL (on our way going to SK)

and the other one is the KL-KBR (on our way back home).

Phew,luckily,both adjustment will not affect our other flight(so far).

Great that we booked hours apart flight, well,considering this will happen.


Ok,next update is that, i screwed my tests...

and for the few more to come, i hope i'll do better.
Final exam will be very soon,

study week will already start around the Christmas time,

then the final will kick off around early January maybe (?).
All the best to you and me! ^^

Lets us score the final exams,

though we might screwed the common test,

it's still not too late yeorobun!

Lets fighting together!!

Fighting!!!!!

South Korea!Less than 100 days!!! :O

Thought on Accounting

The end is still so far! Fighting!!!!!

I'm having a little difficulties with my Accounting subject right now.

Talked to my lecturer and argh,hurt my feeling only.

She didn't really wanna care.

I don't know why, after all these years of learning/studying Accounting,

my brain seems like it's very-very-very empty nowadays..

like zero account-knowledge..where on earth all my knowledge gone? :(

I hate it when even lecture-mates didn't even ask me on account anymore these days..

Back then,I'm the IT person to turn to..

B-b-but now,they just ignored me..

argh,you all just befriend me because of my knowledge?

Life's sucks >_<" ~your life that is~

So now,backup plan,backup plan...

I'll have to doubled/tripled my effort for this one,

or I'll be dead :((

Account,account..after all these years of trying to love you...

Why can't you be more loveable and understanding towards me...

Why you always so tough? My brain's gonna explode!

Could you be kind to me,until I finished my under-grad & post-grad?

I hate you but love you enough to let myself suffer &

going through all this hardship because of you.

Oh Accounting..please be good to me.

(^____~)v

Kalau dulu,

saya lebih suka belanja orang/kawan2,

sekarang saya belajar untuk di belanja oleh mereka jugak.

Bukan sebab saya kaya amat atau pape,

cuma itu cara saya dibesarkan.

Bila dah besar panjang,

saya sedar, tak semua orang suka cara itu.

Ada orang anggap saya pandang rendah pada mereka dgn perbuatan itu,

sedangkan saya tak bermaksud.

Ajaran Umi Abah saya,rezeki itu harus sentiasa di kongsi untuk kita lebih murah rezeki kelak.

Tapi mungkin saya dh melampaui batas.

Saya perasan saya kurang terima belanja orang.

Kerap menolak untuk di belanja sedangkan saya suka untuk belanja.

Mungkin itu salah satu sifat yg tak disukai org kot.

So, sekarang sy dh belajar untuk lebih menerima.

Sekarang bila org nk belanja,laju je saya iya kan,

ye lah,hati kita senang bila kita tgok org gembira,

mst lah kita nk tgok dorg gembira jgk kan.

Kesimpulannya,kalau nk belanja saya di alu-alukan! hehe

(^__~)v

What went wrong? :O

So today(yesterday) as I'm having my breakfast with my sister, we had this good-ol-silly-stupid talk..it's about the problem that I kept facing with friends. Yeah,so we discussed on what went wrong??? What is actually wrong about me that friend come,stayed for a while (says years) then left me?!!! :O

She suggested that maybe I'm a little bit unconcerned about my friends feelings when I'm paying too much. I mean like when we're eating out, because they're my friend, when I have this extra money, I wouldn't mind to pay extra for them too.Sister said not everyone could think the same way as I do,maybe other people think that I'm underestimating them for not able to pay on their own. I was like, wait,WHAT? :O Seriously,friends for me are very dear to my heart, spending some extra penny on them doesn't mean I belittle them.It's my way to show my appreciation (?). well,whatever.

Or

Sister also suggested that people might be feeling there's a gap/ line between me and my friend since I'm not the type that would spill every little secret to my friends. I do shares secret,but it's nothing special secret. People didn't know that I've had too many bad experiences with another people growing up. I've learned that no matter how close you are to someone, as long as she/he is not family, your secret will never be safe! NEVER!! (I'm raised in a quite of sheltered family where my parents knew about my friends background and their family and I even often tells them my activities and all,furthermore, my siblings are like my closest friends. I grew up in a household that the wall separating us and our neighbours are like way higher than us. We knew about outside world,but under strict observation by our parents.)

This then bring us to another factor, which is maybe people hates that I didn't believe in them 100%? Hell no! I never believe in anyone 100%,are you crazy? As long as we're dealing with human beings,it's best to not to believe in them way too much.

Or

Maybe because I'm too independent? Is that even possible?

A former friend used to tell me that she couldn't be my friend any longer because she couldn't keep up with my lifestyle. She said it involves too much money according to her book. For your information, I've never had anything that is too expensive to buy, or neither I eat lobster everyday nor I spent my weekends at hotels. Oh please,my parents got the money but I'm just like you,suffers from poverty too :P They ain't giving their money so easily. So for me, I think it's a shame that issue even came up. Because she's really a great friend that I really love! What a waste.

Or maybe you have any ideas on why people hating on you so easily?Like judging you even before they know you..

Unaware or Plain Ignorance?

That is the question that running through my mind every single day as I'm driving to and from my campus,which now located at Kota Bharu. Not trying to bitching around,but i do wonder, do they realised what is the main purpose of the double lanes or maybe triple lanes? In Kelantan,no offence,rather than unaware, people seems to be plain ignorance about the usage of the multiple lanes. The slower cars usually 'cruising' at slower than 50kmh at the most right lane,not to mention and also at the left lane! and the other cars that NEED to go faster will have to do some dangerous move, zig-zag around,cilok here and there just to avoid them! :( All this wasn't supposed to happen since the multiple lanes road/highway were made to facilitate people travelling around. This unawareness and ignorance giving me plain-major headache every single day!

Long time no see!

Public transportation today baby! yeah!

hahaha, as far as i could remember,it's been ages since the last time i hop onto public transportation to go anywhere.

But today,all the memories comes flying to me back as i step onto bus today! yay!

I remember i smiled all day because it reminded me of my younger years.

Yep, growing up to career parents meaning that ones has to become independent as early as one could possibly be,and buses used to be my main ride to everywhere!

Yay to the public transportation!

Though i missed a bus on my way back home,

i still smile and wait for another one patiently,

really, the memories..is priceless.

one may ride the bus,but the heart was so happy back then..

*oh,how i miss those times*

(^_~)

Whatever~

Stoning at home.Doing nothing,like absolutely nothing.. I've finished my beading aka creative project so now I'm left with pretty much nothing to do. Eat, watch tv, online,sleep and repeat the cycle again~every single day. There's nothing to be done here. I'll be amazed if my brain could function properly when the new semester start soon.

In one of the previous entry, I've posted about learning Bahasa Melayu. hahaha, well, nobody hit me up,or whatsoever,meaning that nobody's interested! Boo-yah! Kinda makes me wonder, those people that feedjit showed me, was that false one? No one came to this blog except for me, literally! hahaha, however it doesn't matter. I'll just blog for my own good. 

Sister!

xDD not exactly! this entry is not dedicated to my real sister, but to my lovely sister that i met at Intan Accounting firm. kekeke, her name,lets just call her Kak Filah (sis Filah).. the first time we met was almost 5 months ago. that time i was at the HQ,it was my first day of practical training. we were asked to introduced ourselves. there were 8 of us(?),not quite sure now. we all were called into the office,and had a brief introduction session. my 1st thought of her then was, "she's sweet". well, at least she seems like a sweet person to my eyes:P

almost a month there, i came to realize i never-ever said a word to her,and neither she. after sometime, she has 'this' vibe to her, like i'm scared of her!! hahahaha and then, the boss told me that three of us will be located to a new office that will be opened in Pasir Puteh.those 'lucky' 3 happened to be me, Ain and Kak Filah. ever since that announcement, i said to myself,that i must make friend of Kak Filah, but then, i couldn't even get close to her.hahahaha, really, i was really intimidated by her,i don't know why.

however, there's always good news. a fellow friend told me that Kak Filah is a K-poppers tooo, meaning that she love Kpop. i further asked, how deep is her love for Kpop? the friend told me, well, almost as my level. hahahahaha, at that time, i phew-ed.. this is great start. well, we're gonna have sooooo much more to talk about.

then, we moved to Pasir Puteh. only three of us stranded here :P bosses from HQ would be making trip to our new office just ensure we're settling well. i still remember, borrowing her external disk to copy some Kpop videos,just to discover she's almost the mirror image of me!!! hahahahaha, we both categorized our Kpop videos in the same order,and looking at her, feels like looking at myself.we're so much alike. (at least that's what i think) just that i don't have her flawless skin :P

at that time too, situation at home was getting sour. i was depressed. i bottled everything inside me, i do not tell other, i rarely share my feeling with others.as i think my friend would be too immature for me to share my problems.

luckily there's Kak Filah. she's older than me by few years. to her i would spill a hell loads of things. we would talk about my problems, and sometime she told me hers. it does feel nice to have somebody listening to us ranting and to share our feeling and thoughts. i don't know why, i trust her. talking to her would make me feel a miles better,each time. she listens to me, and at the same time would give me great advices. as time goes by, just the sight of her,lift a lil bit burden from me.

so,the point of this entry? yes, i don't have any words to tell her or to describe to her how grateful i am for having a wonderful friend like her. she's indeed a great sister to me. if it was not for her, i think i might be extending this practical training to next semester.all thank to her for giving me strength to carry on. i wish i could do something in return too. Kak Filah, Thank you sis, only Allah knew how grateful i am to meet u! Thank u,Thank u! Love u!

Into Me

the usual me could be best describe as easy-going,fun,positive and bright (emotionally), however, on my bad days, i'd be blaming anything,everything,all the things from the under,above, and even in between the skies. luckily,i rarely had bad days, maybe just twice in a month,(if) or even worst when PMS is nearing. and when i'm in my right mind again,i'd feel sorry for the things that i've said,thought,done and even planned to do.thus,i never really proceed with any of the crazy thoughts/plans.i stay me,the sane me. and oh,i realized,i haven't greet u just yet,Hello to u!

well,come to think about my life, maybe i've reached the part where i started to feel confuse,overwhelm,weak,doubtful and all of that combine together.these days, not even a day passed without me thinking about my next step in life. i doubt any 20-ers who doesn't have this symptoms. a dear friend named it, mid-20's crisis,i bet it's true!!

as right now,i'm on my way completing my 6months practical training,which only 2months left. after that i'll return back to the campus as full-time student, for another semester.which i have already decided in ahead of time to make it into another 2 semesters for me.why? because of everything that's happening to my life, as a student, it's really affected my grades,badly... from being the top student,now i almost hit rock bottom. and extending the semester seems to be the very right option for me now. just if not,i will have 8 papers to be taken and should be passed with bright if not flying colors. where i think it's very much quite impossible for me.

i've had always been a person that kept everything to myself. however,i'd like to change it, through some friends i've came to learn that bottling things inside me is not always good.sometimes we need to let it go. and i am changing it little by little; by having this blog. it is a medium that i use to share about me,about my life.haha,maybe, nobody even care about or even know about the existence of this blog of mine.

so this entry will be about i'm giving sneak peak into my life, just as other might say about their life, mine too is like a rollercoaster ride! weheeee, up and down we go! i never really write even this long before, well, at least about me. hahaha,i'm just,well, how should i put it, hmmm, in the mood of writing and sharing? ^^

i visits other blogs more than i visits mine, their words really are my source of motivation,always. not really sure why, but i always try to seek/find/fit my self in their beautiful words. most of the times, i wonder,whether or not i will have a great life as theirs,for me, there's always something new to learn from others perspectives. even it might not as always as the way i see, truthfully speaking,life has lot to teach through their stories too.i'd love to age beautifully, armed with many-many stories/memories to tell to the 'young me' (s) ,in future,who knows.

honestly speaking, i've met so many wonderful people online and i'm couldn't thank ALLAH more for that.i'm gaining so many new knowledges too.. as weird as it's sounds, it's always good to hear from others telling us about how good/bad we are.. like, we knew we're like this,yet still need someone else to point it out for us,sometimes even perfect strangers.hahaha,the beauty of life,i guess :D (i do have friends in real world though!)

i rant,rant and rant..wow,it's quite long rant!! :O even though it's nothing much, but i do feel a whole lot better after letting it out. i don't even really get what i'm trying to say too:P

i just hope that, we (me & you) could live a meaningful life, learn from each others, and as well as advising one another,wow, i'm very much at ease, as if i'm opening windows to my heart, and i do feel like saying 'WELCOME TO MYLIFE!' i'll rant/share more in future v(^___~)v

우리 집, 우리 하늘

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우리 집, 우리 하늘

uri jib, uri haneul,

my house,my heaven..

it's nothing too special,

but this post is dedicated to my house,

uri jib,

~home sweet home~

omo, the house looking so old here!

pastel purple room is mine!

the papertoys

my dvds

btw,this is the old pic of my room/house..

especially in my room,

there's a whole lot more addition to it!!

the dvds are getting more and more,

and i've yet to make any space yet for the new ones..

new dvds are scattered all over my desk outside of the room.

the posters were rolled and folded,

i think i really hv to make space for my stuff!!

will update with new pics next time.

CHINA---> i've had a great trip!

say cheeeeezzzzzzzzzzzz:D
we went to China..specifically,Beijing & Tianjin, China.

it's our family vacation for 2010.

bcuz by this year end holiday,

i'll be busy with my practical at the -ONLY GOD KNOWS-which company..

without further do,let's roll the pictures...

my mum asked me to be her 'twin'..aigooo, she did it on purpose:D

while i'm waiting for the passengers to board, i saw this!!!

say what??!!food by the sky chefs;LSG!!!!

i have another LSG in my mind,Lee Seung Gi that is:D

arrived in Tianjin,

not that i'm short,my brother is just too tall!

Beijing here I come,

at first glance,this is BEIJING

the food

the places:

blooming flowers,

Tienanmen square is just outside the Forbidden city,

outside the Forbidden City,

the forbidden city is huuuge,rite?!

inside the forbidden city,

random snaps,

acrobatic show! must watch:D

sightseeing around town;D

at the jade center,

ni hao:)

great wall,3rd station;)

i just (o_O) when i saw this Korean lady climbing up the great wall in her heels just like that...aigooo

enuff for China trip,i'll post more in upcoming posts:D

i'm now, bowing out!(^__^)v